I know that isn't the most inviting post title but it is kind of how I am feeling.
I have been successfully ovulating for the last three months with the higher dose of Clomid... until this month.
I got my blood taken to make sure everything was going according to plan and it shows I didn't ovulate... That may also be my own fault for getting my blood work done late- damn counting days- but my NP says that she doesn't think my levels would be that low even if I was a few days late- Boo.
One thing that I had come across when I was researching Clomid and deciding if I even wanted to take it was that a woman's body can become tolerant of Clomid and it shouldn't be used for more than six months at a time. This is the fifth month- I'm scared that I've already become tolerant of it and it won't work... and then I don't know what else I am supposed to try from there. I have one more month with my NP before she refers me to an Endocrinologist or Fertility Specialist- both of which gives me anxiety thinking about.
So for now I am just waiting.... for my period to start (Yay?!) which is unfortunate because if I really didn't ovulate it won't happen... and I'll get my hopes up that I'm pregnant :( Boo
For the millionth time, I just wish my body would do what it is supposed to do... is it that hard?
"Life isn't about finding yourself, It's about creating yourself"
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